Mugging Mugging Mugging.... Stress stress stress.... common phrase now... on everyone's mind including mine... for those who have not started... erm... juz want to say it's TIME TO START!

Afraid that i can't make it...
Afraid that i fail...
Afraid that i m left behind...
Afraid that i have no choices...
Afraid that i will be stuck here...
Just afraid....

Shu
(P.S. Shuling dun you have Him with you!!! Work hard and He will reward you abundantly!)

I'm happy happy happy (infinity) so glad u replied haha u noe who u r... so difficult to express how happy i m... haha speechless... lalalalalala!

Shu

We met at 6... didn't really like u at first... gave me a not very nice impression... lost contact after we graduate... met again at 11 (only den did we realise we were in the same pri sch after like 5 years... funny hor)... quarrel rather often but that's the 1st step to knowing u more... became real good friends soon... couldn't leave each other just for a day... met almost everyday... you shifted several years later... we remain close met as often as possible and i enjoyed ur company... those were the best years and time i had with u... i seem to be able to share everything with u under the sun... there's nth we do not talk about...

now it seems like our friendship has come to a standstill... we r not progressing but seems to be deterioriating instead... had little time for each other... u work and study... i have A's coming... it hurts whenever u ignore me or give me a cold shoulder when we meet... we don't seem to have much to talk about... tried to start a conversation but it always end after a few exchanges... where has that beautiful friendship gone to... it has drifted away with the wind i guess... but in my heart u r always there... u r the friend whom will nv disappear... u seem to be etched in my heart already... am always thinking of u do u noe tt? Just want you to know that no matter what happens... you will always be my best friend and the only sister i ever had... i have never forgotten about you so pls forget me not as well... i will always be there when u have troubles to share or shoulders u need to cry on... i promise u i will be there! Both of us may not have much time to spare but i m sure we can just leave a few hours for each other rite?

Shu
(P.s. you noe the Fan Wei Qi song? Yi ge xiang qiu tian yi ge xiang xia tian? i bet u know... tt's how i treasure our friendship and think that our friendship is just like what's describe in the song... Hope u r reading...)

1, 3, 5... 4.30-6.30... waffle shop... screaming at each other in sch at 7 pm... sweating together... teasing one another... laughing hysterically like nobody's business... dinner together... doing stupid and silly things... nv got bored... share emotions... i bet this would sound familiar to u ppl... i bet u noe who u r!

really miss these days when we were together...
every 1,3,5 i would wonder wat r u guys doing...
aren't we suppose to go to the hall...
meeting each other so often and yet we nv run out of topics...
tt was really the best days in my jc life man!
suddenly... ...
all these memories come back again...
we r doing all these together again...
brought back all the beautiful memories...
but it's gonna end soon...
all of us would soon be busy with studies
Let's jus enjoy and savour these moments together...
Just endure for 3 mths and alas!
we will be back together doing watever we like
isn't tt great!

The badminton open was great... i joined at first with a mind set to win but after seeing all the teammates back and playing together... i now have only 1 thing in mind which is to make full use of these few days and enjoy the company of each other! Winning is no longer a issue because come to think of it it's just a medal or a cup they have no feelings... u can't share ur joy nor sorrow with it... but friends they will always be there for u they r the one who will make u happy in the long-run(haha sounds like econs) while the cup it's short run...

TEAM TPJC(BMT) RULEZZZ!!!

Shu

Life is really full of it's ups and downs. No one would dare say they have no downs at all, even if you r as rich as Bill Gates or have everything in the world. I guess even Bill Gates r down at times too. Is life just that bored? Have been in the education industry for years and i really mean years! sometimes u just feel that why r we studying so much and why do we have to? You just feel like giving up sometimes when all the stress starts piling up (esp this yr). The life from a child all the way to teen are mostly spent on education (it's like 1/4 of your life! For some even more!) and sometimes it just sets you wondering whether life is just like that and nothing else!

Got back my phy and GP test results today. Experienced both nadir and zenith today. Phy was like a disaster... expected better results. (Careless mistakes u have really done ur job in failing me GREATLY! I shall nv let in come into my life again!) However, GP really lifted me up. Didn't expect my essay to be quite well done... at least i have nv done this well in the past tests and exams. Was really happy when i saw my results and it really motivate me to work even harder. Common test i guess was really a wake-up call. Months may seem long but before u noe it, Ta-dang! A'levels would catch u in surprise! Test and exams to me are really interesting "fellows" as they always like surprises and it can be both nice and horrible surprises... So BEWARE!

LIFE
Time is ticking.
Seconds are passing by.
Minutes gone.
Days come and go like wind.
Months disappear like blinks.
Years goes by silently without footsteps.
My blood still flowing.
Life contines to live by.
Unpredictable events.
Obstacles-filled life.
Happy moments for savouring.
Friends etched in hearts.
Giving joys and comforts constantly.
But some simply disappears soon after appearing.
And before you know all this would soon wither and there you are...
Up there in Heaven where all worries are cast out
And all downs are removed.
This is when the temporal life and journey on Earth comes to end
And peace and happiness prevails!

Shu

haha finally got the blog done... took so much time and really thnks michlee (Miss OrangED) for her help really thnks or my blog can nv publish i think haha...hmmm... dunnoe where to start let's see!

ok ahem! I m now a new believer of Christ (I am so proud of it!) and I really love Him!

There was a period of time when i wondered if He was really there and if He really answer my prayers. I believe most new believers will have the same feeling as i do. It's like u dunnoe whether to really believe in Him and is skeptical whether He is really there. Sometimes when i prayed for something and it really happened, i wonder if it's juz a coincidence... i wasn't confident in Him... BUT... ...

Soon after, I found out that He is really good and i love Him! U just seem to know that it's Him and He is really there for u! I thank him for my great cg too! i juz dunnoe how to describe my feelings when i m with them but i just feel good and i know i can juz share anything with them. They make me feel so comfortable with them! Really thank God for them. Hope to see them like soon! Looking forward to the next cg session!

Ok... now about me! i m kind of lazy but dunnoe why i suddenly have the urge to start a blog... it's just came from within, it's undescribable. I hope i have the 'stamina' to keep updating this blog and not like let it die off like the previous one which was like ages ago. Haha and... finally, i bought a new bag... hope i dun regret buying it cos i always regret what i buy haha...

Shu