Saturday, November 24, 2007
~ 2:52 PM ~
had my 1st paper today. was really anxious and jittery last night... dunnoe why. guess it's because it's my 1st paper and i just feel that i'm not really prepared. butterflies, bees and all sort of insects were in my stomach. ^_^
Spoke to Him before i slept. felt so much better. my heart just calmed down like almost immediately. He is so so good! But i couldn't sleep! toss and turn till like 3 plus!! must be the late nights that's causing this. arrggg! but i guess i'm still gonna sleep late anyway. haha feels more energetic at night. i'm officially a nocturnal animal!!! haha. been long since i blog but i just want to praise Him so much that i'm back to blogging! heezzz..
ok anyway i just want to say the paper turn out to be good. not because i'm good of course but it's Him. no doubts k! i was kind of stuck rite from the start at the 1st page!!! can u imagine! omg! but answers soon started to flow. cos of u know who! haha. it was good and i believe it will be good and it is good! all my papers shall be good! Amen!!
cg yesterday was fabulous! though there was no message just praise and worship, i enjoyed myself. was touched. great cg mates!! love them. and just to share, i found a fabulous website with very nice songs! lots of fabulous songs in it.
http://shineforyou.imeem.com/
EL
I Believe in GRACE!!
~ 12:51 PM ~
Nice and touching song. Love it!
http://jhayem211.imeem.com/video/mznkE4pM/bryan_turner_whynichole_nordeman_music_video/
Why
Nicole Nordeman
We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide
We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes
So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?
Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross
And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my robe?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will I understand why?
My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hourI must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cry
The power in your blood
Destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below
See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die
Thursday, November 22, 2007
~ 11:09 AM ~
Exams Exams Exams. Everyone here faces it. Some goes through it without much feeling. Maybe they are just too good or they just don't care. But most of us face difficulties. I feel so suffocated. So much to do yet so little time. Not enough sleep. In fact i dread sleeping cos whenever I wake up to a new day, I feel that I have 1 day lesser to study. and time really flies (cliche) but it so true... not really in the mood to study as well. Wonder what's wrong. I wanna do well! Fact is everyone wants to so how am i gonna shine?
It's You! You cheer me up. Whenever i speak to You i feel so much better. You light up my life. haha.. Wonder what will happen if You were not there. My worries just go whenever i think of You. I wanna lead a stress free life and work only to rest. Only You can help me fulfill it. Thank You and i'm glad you found me!
EL
